Time

At the moment I seem to have too much time on my hands and not sure what to do with it - which is ridiculous as I always have so much to do but just no motivation to do it. Damn medication. I am trying to take it in a different way to see if I feel better about things, so will see how it goes.

Back to the issue of time. I sit here looking around me and have so much to do but just can't seem to get there to do it because I am being lazy. Today I bought a little chest at the market and put it in the bathroom. I have packed all the medicines and and toiletries into it, which gives me more space in the bedroom cupboards by a little, and means that I don't have to have tubs in the bathroom with things in. Now I need to go through and sort out the bedroom cupboards, but also want that to be a job for tomorrow when we go through and clean - repack cupboards and get that sorted. Gives the girl a bit more to do as well.

The weather is so weird today - wind is howling and the dust is driving me mad but I hate having the doors closed so am living with it. I cleaned twice over the weekend to try and keep on top of it and now have given up. It can wait until tomorrow now.

I feel like I want a change in life. I'm not sure that I am happy out here on the plot. There is so much to do and not sure that I can face dealing with builders and graders getting out here just so that we can try and build. Not that we'll ever have enough money anyway, and I don't want to live in the igloos forever, they're too small and cramped and we have to share a PC and share a table and there's nowhere to go away. I think we did the wrong thing moving out here and it should go back on the market, but we will see. Maybe Pio will finally realize that I can't manage out here on my own so much.

Tomorrow I want to work on the roads, which may help getting the soil that is sitting out the front door away and help a bit with the dust, and then we have a meeting with accountants in the afternoon so it will be a busy day. We have to sit this afternoon and get all of the accounting stuff up to date and sent out when Pio arrives home. I did some of it this morning but he needs to help me with the rest.

Anyway, not much more to report. I am as bored as the dogs are and have nothing to do - I should take them for a walk maybe and then if I have time go ride this afternoon with Frankie.